but it's difficult.
The Crush, He, Himself, known as Oslo, lives with and is best of friends with my ex-boyfriend Spencer.
So we met under a mutual friend guise and never had a chance to flirt, but I think he's gorgeous.
More than gorgeous, I think he's one of the most splendid men I've ever had the pleasure to know.
And I am still very close with Spencer, and I don't want to betray him again, I don't want to have a crush on his best friend and risk breaking his heart again. But ultimately I am a selfish person and I Do want it too. I want and I don't want.
Though I doubt Oslo's ever thought of me as anything other than a mate because I am so Not on the radar -
a) I'm Spencer's ex-girlfriend and hence a No-Go
b) he's gorgeous and girls flirt with him outrageously, unlike me, who can't because Spencer is always there
c) I feel like I have said to many things that lack in ALLURING and MYSTIC. Don't lads want to chase? And I've talked casually about having sex, making me seem so easy
And I'm not easy, I'm quite particular, it's just that sex Is a part of my life and I don't make a habit of hiding from the truth.
Oh, bollocks. What does a girl do?